Sumita:Unjumbled

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i created this space in 2017, as a place for unjumbling the mind-jelly, inviting inner-to-outer-world word-shapes to appear.

since then, SumitaUnjumbled-space has become a way of observing, acknowledging and accepting multi-realities, and is about finding ways to express those things through unmasked performance of Beingness.

it is about allowing possibility for people to meet various co-existing parts of me – of varying energies, often contradicting yet all contributing, in a way which makes me me.

it is about turning up to a journey, as a person-on-a-planet, in whatever unformed / forming form that decides to try to Be.

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Past Unjumblings… (typey blog-things)

re-remembering the happenings..

[writing-therapy from the inner-things, typed up yesterday or this-today in some early earlier hours] There’s always so many swirls upon swirls upon swirls all forming their own versions,…

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Feb.[ruary]

February noteling-notethings, from the February ghost-things things-that-i-wrote-things:i used a pan yesterday for the first time since the pan incident. actually, i used a pot instead, pretending that it’s…

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a thing from LAST APRIL

oh – STRANGE – I just found this draft-post from last year (April, I think). maybe i posted it already? maybe i should check? surely i’d remember…… nope,…

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sometimes, my legs become dolphins

[writingtherapy from the things]sometimes, my legs become dolphins in the batheach big leg, one big-leg dolphinand not just, me imagining that my legs are dolphins (although, then that…

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there’s too much to backtrack

(writing-therapy from the innerthings of me) you know that thing when someone speaks so well about something that it resonates through the unimultiverse and your entire bodymask-being, and…

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busying the non-escape

#writingtherapy Is there a feeling-name for that constant urge to run away from your own self? Every few minutes it’s like I want to just, drop everything and…

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follow your alignment

Find your alignmentSummon your alignmentDream your alignmentFollow your alignment The pressures of interpretation aren’t always nutritionalThe energy-umbions feed from the oomblets of surroundednessFloating groundednessFolded and carriedWounded, healedundug, unburiedOpened…

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To do, to do, to do………

HELLO. Here I am. (“Here I am! Where’s The Spill?!” exclaims the brain-echolalia, covering the place in imaginary paper towels). Did you ever watch ‘Get Your Own Back’…

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Yellow Shoes 💛

I would love these shoes! Someone find me these shoes (or tell these shoes to find me) (The animations are from Pablo – ‘Pick Us, Pablo’, episode written…

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the panic-boats arrive in my sleep

write, she saidbecause something happens and words appearwrite, when you don’t know how to talkwhen you don’t know what to talkwrite, when you don’t know whywhen it doesn’t…

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KeepGoing…

Today was one of those days where you reach the end, get ready for bed (one of those anomaly days where you actually get ready for bed, instead…

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June Jumbles (Part Two)

This is my third or fourth attempt coming back to this Draft but I’m determined to get it posted before June ends! Hello! I was supposed to write…

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May Mumble-Rambles (Part 1)

Hello Hello! May mumble-ramble-updates! I know it’s June now but you know I’m always playing catch up with myself. The last two weeks seem like months ago! I…

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Self-managing Rambles

Writing to myself which is now to everyone else, because for some reason I wouldn’t have done it otherwise (Badly-written rambly stuff to make myself write) Things I…

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i am lucky. i am unfinished.

I am overwhelmed by excruciating guilt of over-luck, of over-opportunity, undeserving of all I receive, undeserving to complain. I want to DO SOMETHING. I want to expel all…

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Pablo: #ThinkDifferently

April is very-fast approaching, and for some autistic people this means being trapped between wanting to hide from the internet yet wanting to participate at the same time,…

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Update (Part 3)

I changed my mind again (I told you – it’s the toast-and-butter thing! The toast can’t stick to the butter when the toast is on the floor! wait……

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Update (Part 2)

I’d planned for this post to be December-January, but then I decided I wanted a separate New Year’s Eve one, so here are some end-of-November-and-December photos because we…

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Update (Part 1)

*+* SPACEBOAT ARRIVAL, PRESENT-SELF-VERSION DOWLOADED, TELEPORTATION COMPLETE *+* – oh, I just misread the word ‘complete’ as ‘OMLETTE’ and now I’m imagining teleporting omlettes appearing and disappearing in…

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Knead the Needs and Help Them Rise

‘Knead the knead the knead the – wait, I’ve been kneading this breaddough for an eternity – where are the needs? I know they’re in there somewhere but…

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Peanut Bat

This is a past-unjumbling from November… Last month I ended up in a shop and there was a pile of soft-toy black cats ; I put my hand in…

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MirrorSelves, Be True

The Goblin’s questiony quietly-assured voice appears through softened soundwaves, a meditative surround-soundtrack from swirly skies: ‘Which is the mirror and which is the self? Merge, and separate, separate…

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Norm-Gnome: Settled Unsettled

The mythological legend of ‘The Norm’… the Norm-Gnome guards such treasures carefully, burying riddle-seeds to grow and flourish and die and rain more riddle-seeds upon recycled ground to…

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…i think this thing means if you put your email address here, it might tell you when i post an unjumbling… maybe…

*+* thankyou for being here…
thankyou for Being, here *+*

you can write to me here, if you’d like to:
sumitaunjumbled@gmail.com

About… (some things)

picture of a tiny me wearing an orange top, in the middle of a green grassy field with little yellow and purple wildflowers. there are trees in the background and a blue sky

who am i (i still don’t really know)

(Sumita Majumdar) / (Sumita Nandy Majumdar) / (what even is my name and why can’t i choose one – it was so much easier when i just used to say i was Sumita)

Sumita (she/they) is an arts-expresser / performer-ish person (SumitaUnjumbled / IndoorGoblin), songwriter, autistic researcher (MSc Creative Arts & Mental Health graduate – Queen Mary University of London), and co-writer / voice actor of CBeebies’ show ‘Pablo’ (Paper Owl Films) (about an autistic child who uses an inner art-world to process and play).

Sumita’s work includes writing, making soundtracks, being involved in community arts projects, and being an observey collaborator / creative consultant.

Research interests / presentation topics etc. include: imagination tools for mental wellness, inner-worlds, performance of selves, autistic imagination, autism & psychosis, autism & OCD, live art, normodivergentness, normorealities, mixed identity things, inner-mind multiplicity, songwriting therapy, arts therapies…

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[i am still editing this – the above was a link that i removed / hadn’t re-added – i’m not just telling you to read more. if you do want to read more, though, you could read ‘Shouting At Leaves’ by Jennifer Msumba, or something moominy by Tove Jansson, or ‘Nobody Nowhere’ by Donna Williams (Polly Samuel)… also, go watch ‘The Reason I Jump‘]

(by the way, that photo of me on the grass was taken by The Claires, in Holywood)

other places where i sometimes put things:
[the links might not work yet, in which case, here are some pictures of logos until i sort it out]